I am honestly sickened by everyone I know right now.
I don't usually write journal entries on the internet to bitch about personal problems, but I don't know what to do. I need to vent.

I've been in way too many horrible relationships.
No one is ever there to stay.
I've been lied to more times than I can even believe.
I've been waiting for so long to find anyone who is even remotely worth my time...

And I honestly thought that I might have found the right person. I don't know why I fell so fast or exactly why it felt right, but it did.
And now I think that it was just another heart-breaking fabrication, and he's no different from anyone else.

I'd give anything to have the blissful ignorance and apathy of these people.

I can't do this anymore.
I won't be just another person on someone's list...
And I certainly don't need any more liars on mine.

I need something real.
Something permanent.

I need someone who understands.