*lightinthedark1037

am i the only person who has this problem?

why does everyone push me aside for drugs and alcohol?

i'm the person who's always there for everyone when they're down... when did drugs become the priority over friends?

i guess the problem is more that i don't have any friends who are close enough to me to not ditch me.

i'm tired of being taken for granted. all i do is go out of my way to help people out.

all i ever wanted was someone who would be there for me as a friend... someone i could hang out with and talk to.

have people come to the conclusion that it's impossible to have fun without being drunk off their asses?

people are just constantly bailing on me as friends for no apparent reason... i don't get it.

i've tried to look at myself from an outsider's perspective and figure out if there's something i'm doing wrong...

and i can't think of a single thing.

i feel like all i do is give, and i never get anything back.

i don't know what to do.